KEEP MOVING ON...

Is walking on the chosen path of one's life that hard? 

I don't know how about the others but for me, until this moment, I feel like I've been wasting too much of time and waiting hopelessly for something I know that it's not gonna come. What I've been waiting for is a granted opportunity to show what I'm capable of. Yet, I know the chance is not going to appear unless I have to go and seek for it. 

I love fashion. It's not just because I like shopping or buying pretty things. It's because I feel that life, without what makes I feel pretty and beautiful, will be just tedious and boring. I want my life different. It will be vibrant and interesting. I used to like drawing when I was young. I told my mom proudly I would be a designer. Yet, as life flows, the passion is gradually directed away from my heart. Busy life and my mother's hope drove me away from what I love... But when I moved here, to America, once again, the passion fired up. I'm fascinated by the fashion kingdom and I know it's time for me to start my dream. I choose double majors as to fulfill my mother's wish and my wish. 

However, living far away from home and no one around have the same interest often make me wondering: "Is this the right way?". A lot of people tell me it is not certain that I will be good at what I love to do. Maybe it's just an interest. I don't agree with that. IF I don't try how do I know? And to walk on this path, I do need supports, at least, from people who know me. Sadly, I receive none. I feel disappointed but I'm not gonna give up. My motivation is "You never try, you'll never know!". I will show them I love what I want to pursuit and at the end, I will successfully walk on my chosen path. I've been letting them be hindrances to slow me down. Now I have to clear up all of that hassles and stay focus. I'm not alone, right? At the right moment I will definitely meet those who have the same interest. I hope that day will be soon...

How about you? .

Hang